my condolences to you  / Kendra (friend of elaine )
i am so sorry about your husband doing what he did.i have had 2 family members commit suicide.both with guns .it was an awful tragic thing.my cousin mike who i was close to , just committed suicide like 4 yrs ago.he had an argument with his wife and while she went to change their baby daughters diaper he just shot himself with a gun he had hidden.he left behind 2 very small children.
you are right nothing ever will be the same even after all the years because there is always that "WHY" and what could i have said or done differently.
hugs to you ,
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may god be with u  / Brian H. (passed by here )

I CAME ACROSS THIS WOW SAD..JUST TO LET U KNOW THAT U ARE IN MY PRAYERS.MY FATHER WAS ALSO BI-POLOR HE PASSED AWAY IN 1995 OF A HEART ATTACK...HERE IS A POEM FOR U

It comes at night when no one is watching.
It comes so soft, that it barely has a feeling.
When it comes, your heart is at ease.
And the only thing that is on your mind, is
Now the agony can finally.
Leave

As you gaze into the emptiness that fills the air.
A Droplet tends to fall.
While your memory races back to the time
When you thought you had it all.

You try to hold in what is deeply within your soul.
But the burning is so intense; that you just
Can't help but to let it go.

During the night a stain is made.
And at the same time all your pain is able to fade.
The only true feeling that you feel, is the wetness of
A drop that is left by a single tear

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beautiful / Carol Dorland (friend of elaines )
the site is beautiful! my nephew committed sucide so i kinda know how you feel it was so unexpected and not something he would have done. my heart goes out to you and you are in my thoughts and prayers. hugs carol Close

Thinking of you  / Beth Lairson (Friend of Elaine )
Im so so sorry for your loss.Remember that this is not your fault.
Take time to reflect on the good times,don't dwell on the what ifs,its not healthy.May the Lord bless and keep you and yours.You are in my thoughts and prayers. Close

Sorry for your loss  / Sandra Jones (friend of Elaine's )

This is a very beautiful thing you did for your husband.   I'm so sorry for your loss.  May the good lord bless you and keep you.  
         Sandra

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friend of Elaine's  / Pat Smith (none)
I am so glad you made this beautiful site in tribute to your husband.  It's a wonderful memorial and a great way to keep him forever in your thoughts in a good way.  I want you to please remember I am here and so is the rest of the group, for you in any way and any time you may need us.
Godswaycrochet@yahoogroups.com  your wonderful crochet group that you started online.  God Bless you always. Close

Sorry For Your Loss  / Margaret Athey (Friend of Elaimes )
What a beautiful thing you have done here for your husbands memory. You are so wonderful with words. Dickie knows what a wonderful woman you are and is smiling at you everyday. May God Bless You.

Hugs Margaret aka Marge Close

Beautiful / Cass (friend of Elaine )
I think this a beautiful memorial for him. I am bipolar and suicide is always there, I am glad you found a support group for yourself. I offer you my deepest condolences. Cass Close

Prayers For You All  / Susan Bills (friend of Elaine's )
May God bless you all and keep your memories sweet. Close

Lovely Tribute  / Tanya Smith (Friend Of Elaines )
What a beautiful tribute! ((HUG)) May Jesus wrap his arms around you and let you know He's with you always. Close

The pain  / Elise Ray (Friend of family )
will always be with you and I wish I could say that over time it gets easier. That has not been the case with me, I still cry at the mention of my Daddy's name, I CAN promise you that with the help of loving friends and a GOD that loves YOU, it becomes more bearable. I am here for you if you ever need a shoulder to cry on, someone to bitch at or just a friend. In Christian love, Elise Dreamerelise2@juno.com Close

magoo123@sbcglobal.n-et / Frances Gumm (friend of Elaine's )
There is nothing I can say other than God Bless you Hun! This is the most beautiful site I have ever seen! I knew you had a way with words but this is Awesome May God give you Peace love you frankie aka magoo Close

wonderful gift  / Shari Bifulco (Friend of Elaines )
Elaine, You have given Dickie such a wonderful tribute. Im sure he is smiling at you right now. I cant imagine your horror at finding the man you love like that. As you know i lost a son a year ago yesterday, so i do understand the grieving prosess. You have done such a wonderful thing here and just know that you have alot of people from FF that love you, and have so much respect for you. with all my heart felt love, shari Close

I'm so sorry for your loss!  / Geri Brinson-King
From one survivor to another... I'm so sorry for your loss! What a lovely webpage. Please be good to yourself and remember the good times. Time makes it easier. Close

Condolences / Christine Broderick (none)
This is the most beautiful site I have ever seen. I am so very sorry for your loss. I have no words that could comfort you except that I if you need to talk more, I am always here for you. Wonderful tribute to someone who seemed like a wonderful man. Life takes twists and turns and heartache and happiness. Thank you for sharing your wonderful tribute and may peace come to you and your family. Love, Chris Close